Lonely

To think I'm so naive How dare you Play with me?

I gave you Heart and soul

Tell me baby, please

Why you screwing With my head?

I don't think You understand

I won't take your

No more

Don't knock on my door

Not this time

Because I recognize

I've heard it all before

Think of all the times That I've wasted

Think of all the times That I took you back

Ain't no way I'll be lonely

I don't wanna Let you back in

Let's just face it (Face it)

Better off alone and I won't turn back

Thought that I would be lonely

I don't wanna Let you back in

Don't tell me How to feel

Or say that You're for real

My mind's made up I'm cool without you

You got no more appeal

Now this girl Don't need no man

Says what she can do What she can

Now I live for me

Boy does that Make you weep?

Not this time Because I realize

I've heard it all before

Think of times You made me cry

You had me so confused

I'm tired of trying

Leave behind this

What's a girl to do

Think of all the times You made me sick

I used to think I couldn't handle it

What you think I'm just another chick?

Messed with me Boy you must Have tripped

What were you thinkin' When you lost my trust?

You had it all now You're left with nothing

Oh baby, now I know you Want my touch

And now you're lonely And you still want me

I'm not as mad as the words above. Upset? Noo.. that's not how I feel ( but maybe a little =p). It's just motivating. I need that. Those aren't my rhymes but I do write ok.. Those are the lyrics for Britney's song called 'Lonely' from her third album named 'Britney' which was released in 2001. Love that album. 2001, hmm I was studying in Sekolah Menengah Sayyidina Othman, Tutong. Still a form 1 student. How did I look like? Hah It's 4 me 2 know and 4 you to find out. But really don't bother to find out, you don't wanna know=p Kinda miss the old days.. How I wish I could turn back time. *sigh* Its you Zy that I miss the most. Miss the times when we used to gossip on the stairs.. Uhuu! Love u woman.



Lonely, that's not exactly how I feel. I still have my friends and family around me. Supporting me, being there for me and accepting me the way I am. I'm not in this alone. Still I don't feel complete. I guess all I need is someone to hold, someone to love, someone who'll love me for me, someone to share my tears and joys with, simply saying all I need is someone special.