Wats Up.. Bebehss!!

Halloo... Hw ya'll feeling?! heh me? nt so gud cz.. cnt tell! haha! Insyallah I'm goin' 2 Jakarta nxweek, got sumting 2 do.. I'm recording my 1st album n yea.. HAHA KIDDING!! oh it would be wonderful if i reli am recording an album. Huu~ my biggest dream.. Wondering if it would ever come true.. hopefully it will. Amin!! Oh how I miss performing so much.. I miss d stage! I miss being nervous! I miss d long hours of practising! Most of all, I miss Danny.. ;'( He's such a wonderful partner.. I dunno working with him, is jz so great cz we always have d same idea, we understand and knw each other reli well so yea.. He's my bestfriend~ I love him!

Wat's new yea.. Noting much, Hari Raya was great had a great tym.. Oh yea I got my hair cut. C!! -->

It is ok bt oh hw I miss my long hair.. heh bt its good lh 4 a change..

Ok tats all 4 now.. I'm soo lazy 2 type.. U knw lh I'm oways lazy.. haha! k tc!!

Hellooss

Hey ppl.. heh! Evryting is gud thank goodness.. Nuting new.. heh! We went to Miri lst strday nyte 4 a sungkai n 2 celebrate Sis Tinie's B'dy n of course I did do sum shopping. Huu tat's a must.. I cnt wait 4 Hari Raya.. heh! N yes our 2nd semester strted on the 17th Sept.. Having fun in college.. Miss it.. My subjects 4 tis semester are Law, Economics, Accounting and Business Organisation. Stil kinda blank with evryting bt i'll get use 2 it.. heh!

Me and J is still on. Still like tat lh no changes. heh! K tats all I guess.. mwahss!!

Helloo..

Elow~ Happy Fasting ya'll.. ehee.. Today is the 2nd day of fasting.. Hari Raya Is cuming!! I Love Hari Raya!! Hee.. It's been long since I last posted.. Too bz wit work.. I enjoy working in Takaful.. Tired of course bt its mork 2 fun! I gained lots of experience.. Hmm Lots of tings hpnd.. Life.. Ok 1st, I broke up wit Malek.. He chose tat.. Myb he jz cnt accept me 4 who I am.. Bt so what, ter's lots of btr guys out ter.. U cud love me & accept me 4 who I am.. Nw he's dating tis new gurl. I duno much abt her bt I dn wna knw.. Huu~

I went out wit tis 2 guys tat I knw 4rm Fs.. Tey're gud.. heh bt I'm dating J nw.. I dunno If I'm reli wit him bt ntah ah.. hee bt he reli is sweet~ I nvr met sum1 like him b4.. Huu~ emosi.. ehee! Bt I'm reli sure hw he feels abt me.. bt soo wat. I'm young n hot soo I jz wna enjoy my life! Ehee..

2nd semester is starting nxwk.. Hmm damn I was reli enjoying my holiday.. ahaa!! Bt I missed college alot! huu K tats all 4 nw.. Mwahss!!!

Work

Yea I'm working nw. I started ysterday. As u all knw, 1st day sucks! I felt so stupid cz I dn knw wat d hell is goin' on bt I'm gud.. 2dy is btr. Ter r lots 2 learn. Ngalih! heh bt its all gud.

I'm nt feelin' hapy lately. Dunno y.. I miss my malek.. hmm.. eheh! I dn reli knw wats bothering me rytnw. Well got a new story, my own czn is dating my x bf. Tey're nt reli dating. She said tat tey're nt 2gther bt can I blieve her? I'm jz reli mad. Wen I ask tem wats reli goin on tey refuse 2 tell. Who do tey tink I am? Tey tink tat tey cud fool me? Shit! I hate tis. Wen I ask him, he said tat she is jz a fren n its me tat he 1s (He's trying 2 win me back) yea ryte~ Yea I knw tat I have my own bf nw bt its jz tat xbf sucks! I hate tem! N i wont be hapy if my x is dating my own cuzin. I mean she's part of the family. Damn! I hate tis. I dn wna talk abt tis. I jz feel fooled. I dunno.. K tis is all 4 nw.. Daa~

Hellooo!!

Helloosss!! hehe! huhu I knw I hvn't post anyting lately.. was lazy haha! Our results r out oLedy.. I passed bt I jz have 2 reseat 4 my QM. Damn! huhu sad2.. I went 2 watch Harry Potter wit Rosman & Liyana 2dy.. heh it was ok.. Siok lh.. hee.. I was emosi u knw.. ahah I'm owayz Like tat evrytym I'm watching.. haha!

Yes I haven't told hw great was our Gala nyte ryte? Well yes It was soo fun!! haha n I was partying Lyk animal!! ahah! I jz Love parties ya knw.. Cnt heLp it bh.. I hardLy get d chance 2 prty tats y.. haha Long story. Reli it so much fun! N yea I performed.. ahah was reli nervous tat I hardly move.. Bt 4 d dance performance of course Iwas moving so furiosLy haha! Giving my best. Zaky & Boy was ter too of course.. Tey were prforming too. Zaky Luk soo damn hot! haha my bad.. Evry1 tot tat he's my bf (hope so..hehe) Bt yea we act as a couple tat nyte since my guy cnt mek it tat nyte soo yea.. haha.. me & zaky? we hv history ya knw.. hmm will tell nxtym. So d performances went well thnk god! Although we r all nervous bt we're ok.. I'm soo Luving d nyte! haha I dn feel lyk stopping.. haha! I will post sum of our pics 4 tat nyte. gtg bye..

Happy 19th B'day Gurl!

Helloooo.. eheh! It's my b'day 2day, Happy B'day 2 me~ Hehe bt it dn went as wat i expected. I expect to spend my day preciously wit Mr Malek bt too bad he's nt ter to make it happen. I'm mad 8 him actually bt wat can i do.. Mayb 2day's nt special 4 him. I understand tat he owayz says tat he can't mek it bt can't he jz sacrifice one day 4 me? I mean its nt Like evryday's my b'dy. It's only once in a year. Bt yea noting can change it, it happened. It hurts bt I jz have to accept tat i don mean anything him. Hoping tat i'm wrong. Still grateful 2 have my family arnd me. Nisa n cknoy suprised me. Haha Long story. Lazy 2 tell. haha!! K tats all i guess. Nt in d mud. I'm reli upset wit evrything. Hope tat my Gala Nyte will b great. Amin..


Shalimar

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Happy!!!

Yea i'm happy!! I met my Mr Malek 2dy after xm wic was held 8 Centerpoint. Although its not 4 long bt ok lh.. Haha! We had a great tym.. I luv him man!! (8 last) heh!

I went to empire cinema juz nw 2 watch Ocean 13.. Its ok bt i slept!! HAha!! My bad.. D movie is slow.. huuuu Bt Brad Pitt's hot.. haha!!

In a Relationship. Again..

Hy guys!! Hee.. Im okie.. Abit stress from long hours of revising for my cuming xm nexweek.. Reli wory abt it.. Heh yup i'm dating a new guy nw.. Haha! He proposed me on the 28th may 2007 n tat meks May 28th as our anniversary.. Hah! I hope tis relationship will last.. Ya knw me.. Im nt reli serious in love tingy but will try with tis 1. Hee.. Cant help it bh.. Wawa.. K tats all.. daa~

Bitch

Wats up ya'll.. huhu! Im ok lh as oways.. Bt of course ters ups n downs.. Life.. hah! Know wat i got tis soo hot story!! Ok ters tis gurl or sud i label her as a bitch. hah! She's in d same college wit me. She tinks that she's perfect and all that but daa~ she sucks!! She luvvs 2 talk shit abt ppl! Im 1 of d victim (yea..) Hah! She said tat im annoying n shit. I wouldn't care if she hates me o watever cz hey! I hate u too! Bt wat meks me mad like crazy is tat she's involving my late parents. Wat was she tinking?! She's crazy i knw.. Nobody mess wit my parents.. shit! She says tat d only reason tat they're gone is bcoz i'm annoying. HELLOOO~ Its call fate lh.. Stupid! Dn u go to ugama scool? esen sja pkai tudung bt d fact is she's a bitch! Know wat she slept wit lots of guys.. Bt she always refer herself as a virgin.. aha bitch kn? Kn ucap org bt diri 2 nda sdr. Cian.. And yea she was also wonder y guys tat fall 4 her are mostly old dudesbt nt d muda2 1..ahah! Bitch, tats bcz ur sooo ugly!! Lwa lgi jubur babi kli! WAWA!! Im mean i knw.. she started it! Dn mess wit me bitch.. She also said tat my butt is small n her butt is btr..haha! soo funny! Ku liat jubur ny 2 lgi pipih mcm kratas.. yup my butt is damit bt tone kli ah..heh! Virgin lgi..haaa apakn?

Heeee... nw i feel btr.. Yo bitch, i hate u sooo much! Wit all of my heart, Body n soul, n evry breath that i take and watever lh! Haha!! Tats all 4 now.. Ngalih ngumpat sja.. heheheee!

Heartbroken

Elow!! Im jz doin' gud thnk god jz reli heartbroken.. haha pity me.. I proposed 2 Z yesterday n he rejected me. I hate him! Im ashame actually.. I mean wat do d guy has tat i dont? I hate Gays!! I hope 1 day he'd wake up n realise hw stupid he was 4 rejecting me. I guess i jz have to move on n start with a new life. Though it hurts soo bad bt we cant force love.. I hope that he'll be happy with him although im the one who's suffering. I reli like him. He's everything that i wanted in a guy. Whatever!! Hey! i can live without him!