Heartbroken

Elow!! Im jz doin' gud thnk god jz reli heartbroken.. haha pity me.. I proposed 2 Z yesterday n he rejected me. I hate him! Im ashame actually.. I mean wat do d guy has tat i dont? I hate Gays!! I hope 1 day he'd wake up n realise hw stupid he was 4 rejecting me. I guess i jz have to move on n start with a new life. Though it hurts soo bad bt we cant force love.. I hope that he'll be happy with him although im the one who's suffering. I reli like him. He's everything that i wanted in a guy. Whatever!! Hey! i can live without him!