Failed

I got my result already and it's not as satisfying as what I expected. I failed. That is the worst result I ever had. Sure I got scolded, I deserve it. I'm gonna have to do the resets and hope that I will do better. I really have to work hard. I mean really really hard. Huh, I'm really upset. Things happened I just have to do better next time. Got nothing new to share. Guess I will post when everything's better. I'm always praying for a better future.

Results

Yeap the results will be out tomorrow. Too bad I can't see mine cause I haven't paid all of the remaining balance. Huu.. It's not that I can't pay it all but there's just something I need to deal with first. I really wish I could see it. *sigh*

I will start working this week. huu~ nervous, can't wait too hee~ Money!! That's the most wonderful part. I'm so gonna be an adult. I really miss my old life, I miss performing. I am gonna perform one day after all of this are done.

I've watched 'Kung Fu Dunk' last.. I'm not sure what day ehee =p Yes, this guy from the movie name Bolin Chen. Oh my god he's soo cute! huh got some pictures here..


Now you know what I'm talking about?.. hahaa He's sooo fine... *sigh*...

Just got back from Lumut. I did have fun =) Last friday we went to Miri, it was ok.. We ate at the 'Dragon Seafood'. Ohh it was soo yummy!! Marvellous heh I just love crabss. I stayed in Lumut since friday after going back from Miri. It's good to be home. Wish I could stay there longer. I'm going back to college again tomorrow. I'm nervous!! :-0 haa. Plus my result will be out on tuesday. God save me~ Hope everything will be fine.

I'm really tired now.. Don't feel like typing. Need to get some sleep. Night..

Happy Chinese New Year!

Went to the Mall again. Was accompanying my aunt and her daughter. Did some shopping, it was ok.. As always Mall is never empty. But this time no chinese ( I tink so..) haha! I mean it's the Chinese New Year's Eve so yea.. Seen fireworks around. Nice! I'm sure the chinese are having lots of fun ryte now.. haha! Getting drunk and stuff. heh understood. I am half chinese but we don't really celebrate it, like really2.. We just visit our chinese relatives (The ones that is still living in Brunei cause some of them are in Miri and I'm not sure where else.. hehee..). My favourite part is getting the 'ampau'. Haha yes! money bebeh! Mybe we're going to KB this friday to visit our relatives. Hah 'ampau' please..

Got nothing else to say. Feel like sleeping already. Will post again tomorrow. Byes..

Lonely II

Just got back. Went to Escapade and to the Mall. Enjoyed my dinner, I just love Japanese food. Nice.. Mall, as always never empty. Full with youngsters, couples.. yea~ envy them. How I use to be one of them. My time is just over. Ok, don't wanna cry forever. I just have to move on. I don't know what god has for me in the future. I'm really trying to take it positively. Just need to be strong.