Work

Yea I'm working nw. I started ysterday. As u all knw, 1st day sucks! I felt so stupid cz I dn knw wat d hell is goin' on bt I'm gud.. 2dy is btr. Ter r lots 2 learn. Ngalih! heh bt its all gud.

I'm nt feelin' hapy lately. Dunno y.. I miss my malek.. hmm.. eheh! I dn reli knw wats bothering me rytnw. Well got a new story, my own czn is dating my x bf. Tey're nt reli dating. She said tat tey're nt 2gther bt can I blieve her? I'm jz reli mad. Wen I ask tem wats reli goin on tey refuse 2 tell. Who do tey tink I am? Tey tink tat tey cud fool me? Shit! I hate tis. Wen I ask him, he said tat she is jz a fren n its me tat he 1s (He's trying 2 win me back) yea ryte~ Yea I knw tat I have my own bf nw bt its jz tat xbf sucks! I hate tem! N i wont be hapy if my x is dating my own cuzin. I mean she's part of the family. Damn! I hate tis. I dn wna talk abt tis. I jz feel fooled. I dunno.. K tis is all 4 nw.. Daa~

Hellooo!!

Helloosss!! hehe! huhu I knw I hvn't post anyting lately.. was lazy haha! Our results r out oLedy.. I passed bt I jz have 2 reseat 4 my QM. Damn! huhu sad2.. I went 2 watch Harry Potter wit Rosman & Liyana 2dy.. heh it was ok.. Siok lh.. hee.. I was emosi u knw.. ahah I'm owayz Like tat evrytym I'm watching.. haha!

Yes I haven't told hw great was our Gala nyte ryte? Well yes It was soo fun!! haha n I was partying Lyk animal!! ahah! I jz Love parties ya knw.. Cnt heLp it bh.. I hardLy get d chance 2 prty tats y.. haha Long story. Reli it so much fun! N yea I performed.. ahah was reli nervous tat I hardly move.. Bt 4 d dance performance of course Iwas moving so furiosLy haha! Giving my best. Zaky & Boy was ter too of course.. Tey were prforming too. Zaky Luk soo damn hot! haha my bad.. Evry1 tot tat he's my bf (hope so..hehe) Bt yea we act as a couple tat nyte since my guy cnt mek it tat nyte soo yea.. haha.. me & zaky? we hv history ya knw.. hmm will tell nxtym. So d performances went well thnk god! Although we r all nervous bt we're ok.. I'm soo Luving d nyte! haha I dn feel lyk stopping.. haha! I will post sum of our pics 4 tat nyte. gtg bye..

Happy 19th B'day Gurl!

Helloooo.. eheh! It's my b'day 2day, Happy B'day 2 me~ Hehe bt it dn went as wat i expected. I expect to spend my day preciously wit Mr Malek bt too bad he's nt ter to make it happen. I'm mad 8 him actually bt wat can i do.. Mayb 2day's nt special 4 him. I understand tat he owayz says tat he can't mek it bt can't he jz sacrifice one day 4 me? I mean its nt Like evryday's my b'dy. It's only once in a year. Bt yea noting can change it, it happened. It hurts bt I jz have to accept tat i don mean anything him. Hoping tat i'm wrong. Still grateful 2 have my family arnd me. Nisa n cknoy suprised me. Haha Long story. Lazy 2 tell. haha!! K tats all i guess. Nt in d mud. I'm reli upset wit evrything. Hope tat my Gala Nyte will b great. Amin..


Shalimar